Lifeless

        Finally, I am writing here again. Whoever visits this bloggie, me is sorry for not updating. I did not plan to keep a dead blog. So here goes~

Well, this few months had been not proper. I can't love anyone or myself anymore. I cannot remember how do I laugh. Or how I smile with all the loved ones around me. My memory had just reflect the same grey thing. I don't want to mop around or drown myself in the darkness.. I don't feel happiness at all. I can't feel my heart beating. I am not much of myself anymore. I don't think like I used to. I just hope I can be myself again because I really want to be myself again..

A short prayer to Lord Jesus.

Dear Father Jesus,
        These few days I have been receiving a lot of Trojan Horse virus. I wonder why at first since I downloaded one internet security. But, Lord, I realised something too, it is not Firewall. So thank you for reminding me of Firewall. I am going to download it before I delete too much of .tmp whatever that is. It must have been an important too. So thank you Lord.
        And thank you for the Phineas and Ferb Best top 10 songs of Candace. It really cheer me up, maybe I will download them too. :) They are too cute!!

In the name of Jesus, Amen.

"How's Life?" you asked...

         You sat across me, a table away from me and you asked, "How's Life?" The most common way to start a simple conversation. Glancing up from my drink, I looked up and suck a little and swallowed and suck the cold drink into my mouth again. I stopped and smiled at you. Seeing that you are actually waiting for an answer, I eventually replied, "Life's just fine. The usual for me. Other than battling with pathetic Trojan-horsie viruses popping out from nowhere and doing homeworks, Life is like the usual."
         You looked around, not knowing what to say next, so I took the opportunity to talk. "Hey, you know... Never mind..."

          Another short memory of my Life before I sleep, the battle of Trojans and the tiredness of my eyes. Needless to say, I just remembered I got a BM essay to do and it is due tomorrow. Sheesh, cannot pass up on time. As I said earlier, I am very tired, so I will be off to bed now... <3 Goodnight~

Making My Best Friend Happy... with SS501!!!

I am not a SS501 fan at all. No, no, no. Just some K-Pop. I prefer Rock like Linkin Park and Paramore. [Misery Business~ and Pressure~] But the pictures are soo cute and adorable. That's how i want my little brothers look like. Kawaai~~

So... If my bestie did ever bother to drop by here... which most likely no, please leave a comment, mama..

WMS concert- Flower Drum Song

         When my friend told me of Flower Drum Song, I went " What the hell/heck [I cannot remember what I said, it could be jiaksi- eat shit] is Flower Drum Song?!?!?" As the usual, I did what I always do and found what is FDS. An American-cum-Chinese novel... Oh dear, it's musical. Whoot!?!?! A illegal Chinese immigrant girl was married off with the boss of a BAR!!!! The word "bar" immediately brought me to Horrorland. Bar means.. showgirl.. I drop dead for awhile and revived as I remembered my friend had told me to check out the songs. The title itself is already giving a sense of unexplainable aura, I know, I know. I am exagerating.. That was few weeks ago.
         And now, I sign up for the Costume Department. There is certainly and obviously some lose screws in my head... Hope I can cooperate with the girls who join the department too. They are the girls that would not want to be with, I think... Oh well, at least I can design something which can be shown to the public. Oh no, I'm feeling devilish again. Crazy random girl who loves publicity.. so random..

My version of Hansel and Gretel

          "Go YELLOW!!!!"
          "Go BLUE!!!!"
          The enthusiastic crowd of students cried for their houses till their lungs were out of air. The Yellow House runner ran towards the finishing line, causing the crowd to screamed even louder.
          However, those students were oblivious of what was going to happen.
          A girl was sitting with her group of friends, listening to her headphones, ignoring the crowd and the race. As her friends stopped cheering for awhile, the girl offered them some sweets and they ate it. They all declared it delicious and wanted more. So they took more and more and emptied the box. They asked the girl why did not she consume any of it since she had made it and must have loved it. She shooked her head and smiled. The next race began.
          The girl stood up and walked down the stairs. She passed by a group of boys who tried to flirt with her. She ignored their comments and glared at them. The boys took the glare as a yes and followed the girl. The more they followed, the harder for them to catch up with the girl. Soon they lose her. They continued a bit but there was no sign of her. "Art thou beseon fore mec?"
           The boys turned around and saw the girl. She was holding a long scythe in her hand. She looked up at them and grinned evilly at them. A laughter was heard from behind of the girl.
            "Oh, Gretel! Are you playing with your dolls again? Am I not good enough for you?"
           The girl who was called Gretel looked at the boy and replied, "Hansel, please stop treating me like a kid. I am making you dinner so please do not disturb me!"

[ I just thought of this while I was in the car going to the stadium. It's just so random. Out of nowhere the hungry siblings hunting for food..]

Ludwig Kakumei~

I am warning you, I am not writing the review in its normal format. I am going to write it my way!!! Bwahahahahaha~ I'm feeling very devilish today, for some reasons, a good devilish. I don't fancy being a bad one- no fun.
          Ludwig Kakumei- and also known as Ludwig Revolution- is another artwork by Yuki Kaori. For those who read Godchild Cain and loved it, I bet you will love this too!!!
          To think of it, Ludwig and Cain had a resemblence. Yuki Kaori had a darn good way to draw these freaking hot people... Anyway, the story is based on Grimm's dark horror "fairy" tales [the originals are my type, unlike the Disney's happily ever after version- so lame and boring except for Enchanted- it's kinda funny, though] Ludwig or nicknamed in the manga, Prince Lui, in the chapter 1 had a hobby of collecting women's corpses. The King told him to get a suitable wife -as in not dead- and so Lui embarked on a journey to find his bride. He met Snow White, Rapunzel and etc etc etc..
          This darn prince is so perverted.. Most of the time he looked for big bust... However, I wished that Pirncess Idike did not die.. She's the Sleeping Beauty.. She died of old age... The princess Lui loved is Idike, so sad.. Never mind that though since he continued his journey, he was targeted  by HANSEL and GRETEL and LISETTE the RED RIDING HOOD. Hansel was kinda of cute before he was used to entertained some crazy people and got scars.
          I will continue this post later. Mum's home.

I love pigs~

This is one of the pictures that I drew with the Paints app in the computer during the holidays last year. That's how I really felt during the holidays, utterly lazy... :]

Teenagers like Me...

I look at my mum, wondering why she is so… indescribable. Or was it just me? What is wrong with not asking, not knowing and walks like mummy when you are buying instant noodles…? These were the thoughts of a fourteen-years-old.



Instant noodles are waxed noodles with powder for soup?? Gross me out but I still eat them. Instant noodles are kind of tasty when you are hungry but I rather eat plain bread unless I am really hungry.


So maybe it is my fault, no, it is my fault. For not asking which noodles I should buy, walking like a dead mummy and not knowing which instant noodles. Come on, probably walking like a mummy is really annoying but you don’t have to yell at someone in the car where the little sister is staring at you and you are driving and you are glaring at your elder daughter through the mirror. That is a lot of multitasking. It is not surprising if there is a car accident after those multitasking.


[Sigh] I am thinking in my age which is sometimes very annoying because adults always think that teenagers are utterly immature and adventurous children who don’t give a care or thought about this huge, disgusting, and corrupted world and all this corruption are because of us?


Yes, there are crimes from the juveniles and kids. But I don’t expect you adults to keep them in juvenile prison or give them punishment like whipping [which they do in my country]. This only causes anger and revenge in them. If they are still considered bad, rotten apples, you are not giving them hope but more anger and depression. It is just the same when you are look down by some people.


Instead of giving hard-cored punishments, give them love and hope. If you show them that you care about them, they can change dramatically. Really, this doesn’t just happen in the movie.
 

TRUST. FAITH. LOVE. All these are very important in your Life. If you don't have them, find them as they will bring the best out of your life.

Staying up late, as the usual, in the Night.

Here I am, staying up late in my room like the usual. Finally, I got myself a blog. I've been writing all my crap onto Microsoft and it just stays there, doing nothing. [Obviously]
           Strangely, I just love to write down my thoughts even they still stay in my head.
Crickets are outside my room, they just sounded like electric, strange.
The car's engine pierced through the silent night. So quiet and nice. Not like the day which is noisy with the sounds from the sister of mine. At night, I can do whatever I want, at the same time I still want my oh-so-cold Bed who would not let me get out of it.
            Love the cold air. Love the electric cricket. Love the silence. Love the stillness. Love the dark sky. Love the night.


[My first post of the blog: The Bird and The Worm]